4th December 2009 , Friday.

DEAD OR ALIVE.

This day decides.

What I have to do now is to wait, Keep waiting and waiting. The result of my DHS placement test disappointed me a lot. I tried to keep calm and stop myself of being pessimistic. When I received the email of the DHS staff telling me, my test result doesn't meet their requirement, I felt that I lost half of myself. The other half was dead a few minutes ago. I thought I had tried very best to fight for this test? Overall, Never mind.

As I am awaiting for my Admission Exercise for International Students result to come out on 4th December 2009, which is on Friday. I tell myself. "I better don't fail. Otherwise, I am a nobody.", Now I am dying. Hoping I could pass the test and I MUST! No Matter What !

:)