I've finally known all the hidden truth. There's a quote saying, "You can lie, but the truth doesn't disappear." After have a long long long thoughts about us. I've finally made a final decision which is better for both us. So both of us do not have to suffer like this anymore. You can speak to other girl so gently without any rude remarks or sarcasm. Compare to the way you talk to me. Total heartbreaker. I don't know how to love nor trust anymore. Maybe It is better for us to be just friends and nothing more like before, when we can laugh, joke and talk nonsense whenever we want without worrying or being awkward like now.
I know one day when you are looking at my blog, you will notice this post. But yeah, I'm trying not to complain too much to you. I just have to keep it to myself. You have been hiding a lot of things behind my back without any intention of letting me know at all. You have been so afraid to tell me about anything related to her, or anybody. Why? Anything wrong about that? Recently I've noticed something. After a few months of "being" with me or whatever, you still can be bothered to keep in contact with her. Whatever it is. I am feeling extremely broken now. I tried to ignore you. but I don't know I just can't.
Lol, so unusual of me to update my blog. But yeah, I shall end here. I don't intend to study at all for the whole day today.
If my O levels points are below 10, I'm staying in here, Otherwise, Adios! :D
I am all half-hearted. Half of my heart is asking me to stay in Singapore for some reason, while the other part of my heart is asking me go away. I know I can never run away.
I am always facing the same love issues in my life. Always. Hurt. I deserve it. I know.
